Half a month without a job. Haven't been idle, but I feel like I should have more accomplished by now. Trying to wrestle my attention back from all the digital distractions. Trying to find the humanity around me. I know I'll survive, I always do. But there are some versions of survival I'd be happier with than others. If I could just spend my days solving interesting problems and my nights with friends and lovers, that would be ideal. I'm worried my CV isn't a great reflection of my actual talents, maybe I should ask some people to look it over and give me tips. How to spend our time. That is the ultimate question, isn't it? We have so little of it. I think I've been spending it well sometimes, but I'm worried I've wasted much of it as well. All I can do now is try to spend it better in the present. To be in the present.